Text 25 Sep Is it that I’m too different?

I don’t get people, how can you NOT give a friend a place to sleep when he is homeless? How can you break your promises? How can you be so inconsiderate with everyone else? How can you just think about yourself?

I would never leave a friend homeless, I’d do anything in my power to give them a roof to sleep, I’d call the friend of the friend of the friend of the cousin of the brother of my friend and do anything to help them out.

If I promised something to you I would never break that promise, never. Specially if breaking that promise would affect you directly, leaving you homeless at midnight or without something to eat or whatever.

I would never think only about myself, actually, I first think of everyone else and THEN think of myself, if a friend has a big problem i’d do anything to help him out, even if it would affect me, I’d still do it.

I don’t get people surrounding me, many of them think only about themselves, others think about you and will help you out after they’ve already done the damage.

I don’t like relying on people, because I know I will be dissapointed most of the time and that’s why I like being alone the most, sadly, because of the inconsiderate mistakes of some people I sometimes NEED to rely on people, and why have these mistakes happened? Because I have done the mistake of relying on them in the first place since I thought they’d help me out but they just dissapoint me and flee before the problem is done, leaving me all by myself.

I should start singing in the shower instead of talking to myself about life.


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